Saturday, May 17, 2008

A positive change

I was indeed quite upset because my Mum "vented" her anger on me. NOt only me but also my sisters. Since this happened again, it affected my mood; no appetite to eat, no smile, heavy mindset. Indeed i felt bad because dear have to accompany me and make me happy. Sometimes i tried not to say it out because i dont want to be his burden. But i couldnt help it as we promised each other that we have to share ups and downs together. Even if i try to pretend like nothing has happen, he knows it. Looks like i cannot hide anything from him. And i dont want to cry in front of him( i look terrible and pathetic when i cry!). Recalled from yesterday night, i was on the phone with dear and i talked to him about my situation. Out of the sudden, i felt like a weak kitten sniffing and just want to get cuddled. From then on, i know that i am not as strong compared to the past. I am facing more challenges compared to the past and i have took in a postitive change within me.

Thank you dear for your hugs and you shower me with all your loves!! i love you!

1 comment:

weixin said...

Dear, like what i said when i asked you to look into my eyes, everyone's a family! Let us allow family love to overcome all this unhappiness! Let love and concern soothe anger and frustrations, heaviness lighten up with hopes and aspirations! ;)

Silly lass... I've told you that I only want to see you smile. Cheer up and let our love to deepen as we go through all those ups and downs! :D this is mushy... but... even if you cry, i will find you sweet and i will kiss your tears away. (hmm.. maybe drink some if i'm thirsty :))

Dear, I can feel the gentle sorrowfulness and inconfidence from the scars of the past dear. Clung on to me and we'll face our future together till the sun sets upon us. As for romantic words, i won't write here la... haha. private for the both of us only! ;)

"Thank you dear for your hugs and you shower me with all your loves!! i love you!" <-- Hey! It's my pleasure! By the way, i do charge interest. I expect increment to 2 hugs per day liao. haha XD