Confessions

Yesterday was awesome because dear came to my house and accompanied me and my sisters. He even had dinner with us. Dad and Mum saw him and they are quite happy about it. They invited him for dinner but he cannot be able to make it because it was already late at night. Not going to miss his last train. Anyways, after he left, my family and i went to the nearby coffee stall to have supper. So we chatted about him. Mum and Dad mentioned that he have to become fatter. LOL. (opps). Actually Dear planned to meet them after he become fatter, but his plan of giving the first impression failed. =X. When my parents reached home, the funny thing that he did is he went to the bathroom and make his hair extra spiky. LOL. And the smartest thing he did was he brought along his hair gel maybe due to my sister, Wel wei's violent action to his hair.

Yeah. Hence, my family mentioned about him during supper and also after supper. They seemed to be more interested in him. HAHA!, inclusive of my dog. She even sit beside dear instead of me. I have too many competitors. =X Once dear told me that he has to work extra hard because i have suitors from all around the world. Well, i am not that attractive. It is just the my guys friends are from England, America, Germany, etc. But the cutest thing is every moment when we mentioned about our guy or girlfriends, we will be jealous of each other. LOL. This is the life of being in a sweet relationship.

I do not ever want to mentioned about this.
This message is to my ex boyfriend, Sky and his beautiful new girlfriend:

OKays. Lets recap on what we mentioned in the sms.

SKy sent me this text:
You think that marriage always meant to be a game or a joke this time I'm serious about it.Reason i don't want you to message me anymore is because i don't want to keep this dragging in between us.It will never end.The one that choose to end it is you. The one who choose to want it back is you. I had enough and i am really tired.But it makes me realized that no matter how much i put in and do my best for you always torn me into pieces. Even no matter how much i did. Might as well, made a clear cut in between of us. I want to let go of the pass. Once and for all, hope that you and your guy last more than we did and he better treat you much better than i did. And you better learn how to protect yourself. I cant be your side anymore.Love you i still will cause i really need time to let this terrible feeling go away.Might as well as trying to face the reality.

I sent him this:
Excuse me. I do not even bother about replying you. I just want you to ignore me and stop sending me all your love love messages. OKie, lets not waste time on worthless messages. Dont ever f**king reply after you read this. Enjoy your life.

Every wonder what happened? okie, let me post about it once and for all.

Let me quote from his text and i will give a very logical answer.

1.Reason i don't want you to message me anymore is because i don't want to keep this dragging in between us.
As i have already mentioned, i am totally not looking forward in contact with you. However, times after times, i always received your love messages to me telling me that you want me back, you love me, bla bla whatso ever. SO who's messaging who first?

2.The one that choose to end it is you. The one who choose to want it back is you.
The reason is very simply. I give you chances, and you never take it seriously. You promised me that you will graduate but in the end you didnt. And i waited for 1 year just to wait for you to graduate so that you can be able to meet me. But in the end what happens, you join gang and didnt manage to study the best you can. I am not that foolish to waste my youth on you.

3. no matter how much i put in and do my best for you always torn me into pieces.
The fact is that you didn't put in any effort.I never felt protected because the only thing you do is to talk with me on the phone. Even if i want to commit suicide, you didn't even bother coming down to hold me tightly. Excuses are always piling up and i am sick of having a relationship like this.

4.hope that you and your guy last more than we did and he better treat you much better than i did.
It is clear that i am doing very well because my boyfriend has given me support and he is always behind me no matter what i did.This is why i have been trying to improve myself. Other than myself, even my sisters are motivated to study smarter because he is supporting them. Of course he treat me much better than you did. My parents do not even like you because you always give excuses when they want to meet you and of course they felt disappointed. At least when my parents came home, he still have the sincerity to greet them.

5.you better learn how to protect yourself.
I know what is right and what is wrong. You just keep stopping me to do whatever things i like because there are guys in my IGs. So are you going to kill them? And because of you, i even give up on my drums. It is not worth it.

6.Love you i still will cause i really need time to let this terrible feeling go away.
I do not need your love at all because no actions have been done.

Thats all. =]