Friday, September 5, 2008

Whisper to Diary

There is always this one thing which i have failed badly about: Explanation and Resolving Misunderstandings. Probably it is because i feel that there is no purpose of explaining and problems are no even resolved.Just in one day, i am being trashed down so badly; from the way i am dressed to misunderstandings. I do admit that partly it is my fault. But when i come into your class, do you have to give me that look like telling me,"what the f**k are you doing here?"
From then on, i kind of regret that i still choose to come and see you.Until that period when i was about to go back, i can't wait to get back into my classroom. Yes, i am hiding away(it is better this way anyway). I do not bother about defending myself anymore.I will just accept what i have done wrong and get over it as quickly as possible.

I should have inform you all over and over again that i am having meeting
I should have tell you CLEARLY about what i am going to do.

and..
I should just keep silent when misunderstanding happens.

I am wrong i am wrong i am wrong. Don't hold grudges against this post because i can't wait to cry it all out.This is the only way to hold myself back and feel better again.

I am back to myself again.

loves

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