Calm down.

2 more weeks plus will be my 19th birthday.
6 more days to 6 months anniversary for my relationship.
Can't believe that i have been with my boyfriend for half a year already.
*thinking back about the past*
Most of my friends are quite interested to know about how this new relationship started.

The fact is that i only knew my boyfriend for 2 weeks and we got together already, even my parents knew about it.Ever since i have brought him to see my parents, i am never afraid to hide it anymore.
Before we officially talked to each other, i sort of like him because he got my attention as a top student and had been involved in taking high positions for activities.Well, i didn't get the chance because he was attached when Amy told me about him. When i heard about him, i was quite surprised because i always have this thought that poly guys are just slacking around and they will just be satisfied after getting a diploma. And i never would date Singaporean guys. But i was proven wrong. He work and paid for the school fees himself and can be able to manage his time so well.These are the few reasons why i was attracted to him.

1.)He is very goal oriented [which is one of the most important requirement for everyone]

2.)He supports whatever i do.
Amy and him were there to support my first runway audition =)

3.) i got to admit this.First impression is very important. He look attractive and smart.

4.) His eyes are very powerful.

5.) He is very SMART. [he knows a lot then i do.that's why he can spend 3 hours sharing with me about what he knew.Example, science, religion, business]

i have changed a lot ever since i have met him. Well, to be honest, in the past my GPA has been very lousy. But because i knew that i have to work harder to be more compatible to his grades. And also to be more decisive on what i have done. I was a very very lazy girl because i think that i can just smoke through anything. But i was wrong in the past. Because of his existence, i have been forcing myself to do my best now. [this is a good method though].

Right now he is not free because he now working from 10pm to 6am.Oh, what does he do? He is helping out as a part time to fix the lights and sound system for one fashion show event at Paragon.I am so curious about the fashion show and i got him to ask whether is it a public event or not. If it is open to public, i cannot wait to go and have a look. =)

Tomorrow going to meet him in the evening, so that he can be able to have a good sleep.Planning to give him a movie treat because i have been abandoned him twice because of my forgetfulness and wanted to make him feel better. So, as a good girlfriend, I choose to compensate.Going to watch Eagle Eye.Hopefully tomorrow will be like the good old days

loves!

Shampoo Advertisement Audition

Create Talent( modelling agency) called me for an audition for shampoo advertisevement. My first major issue: I have cut my hair short.And i cannot be able to figure it out how does short hair can be able to advertise shampoo.Well, i have asked the person in charge.He mentioned that this advertisement consists of girls with different hair lengths.Alrighty, so i have to attend the audition tomorrow at Boon Keng.

Just simply got this feeling that it might be waste of my time, but have to give it a try on that.

loves

Crazy in Blogskin

I just simply have no idea why i love changing blogskin.Probably it is because i have nothing to do.
Now, here you go. This is my latest blogskin and it totally suit my mood now.
wee~!

Boyfriend just finished with the Taoist event and it is held near my place. I did not manage to meet him up because today is family day.

now is a short post.Just to try the colors and fonts. =)

loves

Now i know..

As i have reviewed on my daily grades, i am very satisfied with the improvement of one of my weakest module;Web Development Application: 'B' Grade! Certainly feel very encouraged to work harder.

This is my facilitator's comment.

I think you did well today. You tried out programming yourself and experience solving the problem first-hand. This is a commendable effort.

I can see that you have understood most of the day's lesson. This is good. And I hope you would continue to put in this effort in class.

This is my team's comment:

This week the team performed better. The team members showed that they got some understand of the codes that was being presented by the team.

Please continue to work together to respond to the day's problem. I am sure you will enhance your learning experience.

Thoughts: Process is much more worth it than results.I have to work hard for my UT. 加油！kudos to myself! =)

loves

Unfairness will always exist.

I shall comment that my school's grading system is totally based on the facilitator's mood and of course based on the self-evaluation, reflection journal and whatsoever is included.I don't really think that he bother a lot about my grades because during the introduction, i have answered him a question.

Qns: Is RP your first choice? What is the course which you wanting to take?

This is my answer:
RP is not even my choice.And it is my final choice. The course which i wanted to take is Arts Management.
* It apparently showed that i have no interest in Intercom-Technology*
And he mentioned that it is going to be quite hard for me and i have to put in extra effort.

So i did my every way to make sure that i am on the right track and trying to learn everything i can. Screw that stupid Reflection Journal.

Now, i have two modules which i always got an A grade, which is System Information System and Operating System.
BUT
i also have two modules which i always got a C grade. System Analysis and Design and some bloody web application thingy. SCREW YOU!

I am happy now. =)

I want to cut my hair shorter

After i have dyed my hair and did my next photoshoot, i am going to cut my hair shorter! During the first cut, i am totally not satisfied with it because it is not SHORT enough! Thats it! i am going to patronise other hair salon. When i first wanted her to cut the hairstyle i wanted, she insist me to keep it like that.This is my choice, not hers(grumble grumble).

I cant wait to wear tank top because it totally suit my hairstyle
Yeah! tomorrow is Wednesday. I can sleep till late.
Today's Rj is a challenge because it is totally related to the problem statement.

tired now. So not blogging too much today.

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Hello. I need to spice it up.

After having a second thought on what i have already achieved, i realised that i havent been having fun with my friends. It has been ages since i hang out with my friends, amy,classmates. Last week one of my good friend asked me out for dinner and unfortunately i cannot be able to make it due to my schooling time.

Before changes in my schedule, this is what i have always been doing
- Go to school
- Go Home
.
.
.
.
.BORING!!!

These are some of the things i wanted to do:
- Jamming
- Hang out with old friends.
-Chill and gossip till dawn
- Work out at the beach
- Have a good laughter
- Do something crazy

So my old friends, tag me out when you guys are free.
Because i am sick of staying in the same old position.

ROCK AND ROLL!

Great Success

SAS Mini Carnival is over and the experience was awesome! Red Cross won the title of "The Most Creative Store" contest. I would like to give a million thanks to my members for making this work.Even though the first two days there were not enough crowd due to the unforseen circumstances, we managed to get as many people as we can with the help of the Blood Buddy.


Picture is taken on Blood Donation Drive. But it looks good anyway

This is the best chance which people can be able to know that "Red Cross" IG still exist in the school.And we even give out free keychains and messages to us have been pasted on the message board. It is really a great motivation for us to even work harder.

Everyone's effort is worth it. Thank you for Chiron for organising this event.

Kudos to everyone!

Challenge Ahead

Challenge Ahead

Understanding test is approaching and i will try my best to get the best grade out of my effort. Today i went to the library and found out that my student card cannot be able to use it. However, i have to approach the counter assistant to scan and activate the card. I just picked up two very good books and i have to get it as soon as possible for my advance revision.

Ever since i got my haircut, i have to be aware of what i am wearing and make up is essential(if not, i will look like a tired soul).Now my hair is highlited with ash dark blue.I am going to do another photoshoot this Saturday. Got to find time to work out as soon as possible.

Tomorrow will be the last day of SAS Carnival, and i am totally excited as i can finally get to meet up with my boyfriend. XD

love for life now.

SAS Carnival

The Girls.

Guo Rui( new member) and Me
We are under the spotlight

I am really excited for tomorrow's event, SAS Mini Carnival. The planning and decorations are very well-organized.This evening, the dry run was very successful and i hope that for the next three days, the event will be a great fun for the Red Cross volunteers.

Seriously, i got to admit, it has been such a long time since RP Red Cross has gathered together to make the event work. This shows that my effort of starting the ball rolling has not gone down to the drain. Thank you guys.

Love you baby

Hearts Boyfriend hey hey! You guys must be wondering what i have done to my hair. Yeap, thats my new hairstyle. I had decided to hide it from my boyfriend for more than 24 hours already. Hence, we decided to meet up and i was going to surprise him. After the SAS carnival dry run, i went to bishan to meet up with him and his poly forum friends. I got to know Jasmine, a very nice looking young lady,tall too. She seems very cheerful and treated my boyfriend as her elder brother.Hope that i can get to have contact with her.The best thing is she lives near me. hehe. =)

It has been one week since i have saw him. Really miss him badly and hope that he will be doing well in the forum, even thought conflicts still arises.

loves

Cut my hair short

SNIP SNAP GONE!

Wonder why i am showing this photos?

This might sound crazy. But i have decided to cut my hair short like THIS.

I am have been wondering what is the best hairstyle for now.

And this is the best which i have seen.

After i have cut this hairstyle, i will be doing a photoshoot with MERV, one of the best photographer which is well-recognised.

Hopefully it went well =)

wish me luck

loves

Miss my boyfriend

I am quite glad that my first two modules for an "A".I thought that i was going to do badly for the module. Now i have motivation to work harder and persevere for my studies.I am not going to let myself and the people who cares for me down. =)

I have not been meeting boyfriend.And i miss him a lot. Well, got to wait till Monday then.

SAS carnival is around the corner and i have a lot of things to settle!

Wish me Luck!

Be Positive

Be Positive.

I have certainly learnt how to face negative areas in my life. Today it just started in a good or bad way. My IG and i have gone to the Basic Cardiac Life Support course, my practical went well, but my theory(as usual) got 22/30--> which is not the passing mark. Hence, i am not able to attend the F1 race because of the minimum requirement of first aiders. In conclusion to be short, i have failed and have to recourse. But no worries, i am not disappointed because my theory has been one of my strongest weakness. Hence, i decided to try again and pass that freaking paper. On the other hand, i am very confident of the practical.

Ever since i have been facing failures, i always believe that both failure and succes can meet together. That means i got other opportunities.

My previous modelling agency, Create Talent called me. There is a great offer.
I will be chosen to mingle and get along with the F1 racers during that day. I wonder if i got paid or not, but better be.

So friends,one of you are great fan or the racers and wants to get autograph or whatever memorials, i dont mind to get it for you guys. XD

Even though i do not get to the scene, but i got one to one session with the racers. So thats even better right? LOL.

I am really satisfied.

loves

Whisper to Diary

There is always this one thing which i have failed badly about: Explanation and Resolving Misunderstandings. Probably it is because i feel that there is no purpose of explaining and problems are no even resolved.Just in one day, i am being trashed down so badly; from the way i am dressed to misunderstandings. I do admit that partly it is my fault. But when i come into your class, do you have to give me that look like telling me,"what the f**k are you doing here?"
From then on, i kind of regret that i still choose to come and see you.Until that period when i was about to go back, i can't wait to get back into my classroom. Yes, i am hiding away(it is better this way anyway). I do not bother about defending myself anymore.I will just accept what i have done wrong and get over it as quickly as possible.

I should have inform you all over and over again that i am having meeting
I should have tell you CLEARLY about what i am going to do.

and..
I should just keep silent when misunderstanding happens.

I am wrong i am wrong i am wrong. Don't hold grudges against this post because i can't wait to cry it all out.This is the only way to hold myself back and feel better again.

I am back to myself again.

loves

First lesson Cool

The first day of the class is SHIOK. I hope that the rest of the lessons wil be the same as well. Honestly, till now i hardly know 90% of the students here. The facilitator is damn good. During the meeting 3, we do not need to stand up. HE just said," okie, just make yourself comfortable.Dont have to stand up for presentation =)." I swear that i can fly and starting to love this lesson from today onwards.

Classmates: i just feel that it is not going to work out. But, i dont know yet. Have to get along with them first. =)

I got a good feeling that today's class will end early. wee~!


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A good Chance

Yesterday my girlfriend have introduced me to a new website to expand the network between models,photographer and modelling agencies. I have made quite a number of friends who are also into modelling, mostly from Malaysia and Singapore.

CLICK HERE! ( if you are very interested and wants to expand your network)

My boyfriend even mentioned that it is a very good website for me to get more exposed to this industry.

The greatest thing is you can be so inspired and continue to work harder to get more recognised. Being able to communicate with the photographer is very beneficial because you can be able to understand which part you need to work on it and what kind of poses you can get to outstand from other models.

Yesterday i have posted about my strict dieting program. The progress is good.I did quite a number of workout and trying my best to avoid junk food. During the evening, i will be bringing my mp3 player and going to jog my way out.

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