Currently i am attached to two modelling assignments. Still waiting for approval though.
I am still going to work upon my professional profiling project. I want to do my best and throughout the whole second semester, i am not going to skip classes and do well in my UT. This is the commitment which i am going to promise myself.
I also have another problem regarding to the Red Cross IG. I am not going to pass my judgment and i am standing on a very neutral point. Seriously, i dont like the situation going on now and i shall nto let it just conclude easily. Everyone must be able to face this. I shall not give it up until everyone can be able to sit down, be totally honest, including some seniors, with the advisor around. Everyone have a chance to speak.I seriously dislike people explaining to me using sms/email because i have never heard thier own words.
Two of the Red Cross members who decided to quit has talked to me during the camp and somehow i feel that they are left with no choice by the actions which has been done by somebody. I do not wish to cover on the topic of," Mixing personal feelings with work" because i feel that this it is crap.
During the conversation with Michael, he mentioned that he has given the opportunity to the wrong person.I dont care.Because this is between the trust of the two members. I feel humiliated about this. I hate people who tends to beat around the bush. Let me compare with other presidents. They certainly give time to thier members and chance for them to speak up. You can allow them to quit the IG, but i shall not let them go easily. Every members have the right to speak up for themselves and i want them to do so when we got to have a meeting together.
i shall conclude that i am requesting to talk to Michael about it. He mentioned that he has a busy schedule and not being able to spend time for leisure. I am thinking that this shall be quite an irony.
Quoted from someone:
As for the money you owe me,
you better settle it ASAP.
You have been spending alot
of money on
entertainment,
don't pretent that I don't know.
I know that the post is refering to Michael.So i would like to ask myself,"you really have a very "busy" schedule, dont cha?
Another member, who i have decided to work with closely has also left. I have talked to her, and she has explained to me. She has a good reason to quit.
QUoted from her blog:I can definetely conclude that after recruiting the members, this IG has become much more better.The members are so commuted to what they have done because they have a purpose to come to this IG.However, it is because of our system which cause them to quit THEMSELVES.
sometimes i wonder,
why do
people appoint you as a leader but yet they dont trust you.
do they even
know that despite being sick, he still carry out his duties well.
and yeah.
we've had enough.
we've given you our commitment and this is what we get.
If Michael choose not to tak to me about it, since i have been requesting him to give some time to me and for the IG's sake, I shall just disclose this.And call for a meeting for everyone.
Michael, i have told you very clearly that i dont like people who beat around the bush.And i have talked to you as a friend. I am not commanding you. I am just requesting for a time.And you have failed to do so. Regarding the the IG's morale: FAILED too.
I told you also very clearly that i want to share with you as a friend. But you piss me off because you dont even take it seriously.
But yet, this is what you replied me.
The words and tone
you use yesterday, if you reflect, dont make me feel so. If you notice my
attitude changes, it is not easy being a leader.
This shows that you are a complete fool. On msn/email, you can never predict how the opposite feels unless both of them got to talk to each other face to face. And thats the truth.
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