Commitment priority

This week i have been misleading in ups and downs. I am glad that my friends are still there for me and support me.I think that it is time for me to sit down and think about what i really want in my life. No matter what, it is still going to be Drumming.Since my Year 2 started, my life seemed to be interuppted; political issues starting to rise up, relationship with my family started to become drifted away, and also trying my best to hit my own expectations in studies. I think i have expected too much in my life. However, this is what everyone is going to face one day. Problems which do not affect me, i will choose to ignore. Quoted," i cannot change the person, but i can be able to change myself". But this will not be able to apply to my personality. I am not changing just to meet other's requirements. I want to change to become a better person for myself, not anyone else.

I am a responsible person and never disrespect anyone in my whole life ( the people who know me enough will understand) . And i am willling to cover up the burdens for other people. Because i am in charge. Sometimes i am really surprised that changes take place so fast within a week. I choose to ignore because it is just useless comments and it is not going to affect me. at all. It is better to focus on more important issues and i welcome all comments. If it is logical and true, i will accept it openly.

Situation can be created just in 3 seconds, but it might take months and years to fix it.
NOT WORTH IT AT ALL.

Today i went to Bugis to meet up with Hussin's band. And i would like to thank them for being my listening ear and shower me with love and concerns.I had a great time and hope that they can WOW the people with their productions. Kelvin,Hussin,Faizal are still going to be my best pal and this is not going to change.

Zack, you have been awesome. Your hugs and love hot chocalate makes me feel warm. I am looking forward to see you in Taiwan.

Michael, Thank you for trusting me. I will do my best in RC RP chapter.

Jason Tan ( drummer) ;Thank you for listening to me the whole night and i feel more secure in focusing on my studies. And i am still going to talk to the teacher about my improvement.DRUMMERS ROCK!

And to the people who i have not mentioned your names, your guys have been great and keep it up in whatever goals that you have set. Never give up on yourself. =]

Thanks for reading.