Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Video of RUnway

hey Readers.

Thanks to Nora, i can be able to share this video with you guys.=)

CLICK HERE!


loves!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Puff!

I always enjoy Tuesday because it happens to fall on networking module. The facilitator is very friendly and never stops us from learning. (PP)Professional Profiling Report draft's deadline is around the corner, reaching the time line soon! I got to submit about 80% of my report to the adviser. Tomorrow after i have attended the audition for new drama skit, i have to rush my report already. My boyfriend has recommended me one of the very efficient book and very useful to write my PP. Got to start cracking my brains!

Today after lesson, my boyfriend accompanied me to go for the interview on one of the modeling agencies. I am really glad that he is by my side because he can be able to judge whether is the person in charge trust able or not. Create Talent is not a trust worthy agency, likewise similar to IModels because they are under the same boss. I know that i shouldn't pay for my portfolio. I did learn my lesson and i decided to join this new agency. This is a good opportunity because i can be able to get involve in a lot of fashion shows. Just like what Emilia mentioned,"Choosing the right agency is very important. " She is damn right about it.

One of the things which my boyfriend and i enjoyed to do is to get involve in art appreciation because both of us are very interested in learning from it.Visual Art is still the most expressive one.Upon our luck, we saw a art appreciation gallery just outside Mac @ Liang Court.

So i took some pictures of it to share with you guys.=)












I got recommended for two days casting on holidays! The pay got to be good. Tomorrow i am going for an audition. Pray for me, regardless of what religion you are involved in.I believe that i can be able to do better. Now when i was thinking back, i have been blogging about auditions and interviews. Yes, i want to pack my two weeks holiday. As i have promised myself ," Never want to rot during the holidays and make the best out of myself." And i have done the first step and now i can't wait for new experiences to come. Comparing between earning money and experience, i want both!

Yawn~! Got to go to bed now. LOVES!

Friday, July 25, 2008

weekend here i come!

Today none of my team mates attended class.Thankfully Melvin and Theron joined my team and we did a good job for today's problem statement. I am really proud of myself! Because i know that i have never contributed as much as compared to the past. How i wish that i can continue studying multi-media again.Probably i will wait till my 3rd year, i will choose one of the Arts module.I knew that i am not meant to be in IT industry. However, it has to be my backup system if i cannot get a job. Sounds pathetic, but it is the best way to fall back.During breakout 2, i was quite worried that i cannot be able to finish my work. However, it turn out to be quite easy. So I meet up with my boyfriend to accompany him because we are not going home together as he had a meeting after his test. Busy Busy Man.

Tomorrow is Saturday! I will be going for an audition @ a model agency. Wish me Luck!
i hope that they will not ask me to pay for the port folio.
AND i want them to give me as much projects as possible during the holidays with high salary!!
Weee~!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Fly Money Fly

I have been trying my best to save up. This month's spending is much more worse compared to last month.I have attended a workshop which is cost me about 60bucks, but totally worth it because it changed the way i look at my life and the way i work with people. Yesterday during school, i manage not to spend a single cent. My maid helped me to cook butter fried rice early in the morning and i took it to school with me.Hopefully for the next ten days left to another month, i can be able to save up and not spend a single cent. For your information, my pocket money is 400bucks per month. But i still work as hard as i can to earn extra bucks with my own effort.

Many people think that i am from a rich family and i can be able to depend on my parents anytime i want to. yes! thats the truth. But i choose to limit myself so that i can prove to anyone else i can be able to stand up with my own wealth and effort to make a living for myself. My parents doted me a lot and even mentioned that they will get a car for me once i got my license. so what's the big deal?

Sometimes i feel very disappointed with myself because i cannot be able to reach my goal and success yet. Till now, i am still wondering what i am going to do for a living.I felt laid back. People who are in my age just want to have normal living. Like get a job, maintain a lifestyle, and be happy. But i cannot be able to take that! I know myself that i can be able to make myself known to the whole world. The problem is: I dont know where to start from.

Something else is bothering me: My phone bill = $80.00
I am wondering," how the hell i get to spend so much?"
Okie. this is what i am going to do. I have to watch myself when i am using the cell phone.

Alrights! i have to do my Professional Profiling now.

This Saturday I am going for a casting. UPdates more on that! =)

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Kitchen Knocking.

My boyfriend came over to my house today after my cousins went back to Malaysia. My cousin's boyfriends and him greeted each other and they went back by car.This is the first time they got face to face with him. When he first reached the house, everyone was like staring at him. He felt kinda strange though. He is such a thoughtful guy and knows that we love Long Gan, he bought us three cans of it. And being able to help out in cooking is great. He really seems to love it. But the way he chopped the chicken is very horrifying. You may never know when to see another 5 fingers being added into the dishes.
There you go. My precious "Friendly" waiting for food to come to her way.She has been lying down in the kitchen ever since we started to bring the ingredients out. Very automatic.
Instead of regarding her as a maid, i will address her as HouseKeeper instead because she is such a wonderful lady and i love her cooking.
You never want to hear the way he chopped the chicken. It was as if they own him millions of dollars.
Then my beloved boyfriend proceed next to cut garlics and onions. He didnt cry. lol
" I am dieing of hunger!"
We took pictures in the indoor kitchen.
From today onwards, I love Mangosteen. Queen of fruits!
EVERYTIME he will leave me alone and then accompany his girlfriend! LOL
This is my youngest sister, Wei xin. My boyfriend and her have the same name. And they are very close together. Thankfully. =)
Indeed, we had a great dinner and i love his company. Love you baby!




Thinking Again.

Sundays are always the best day to reflect on what i have been doing during the past weeks. I love doing this because then i know my achievements and can be able to contribute new plans to my life again.

One of my greatest achievements is to experience my first time face to face with the real reality in the fashion industry: Being a runway model. The feeling was awesome and i cannot stop thinking about it. From that day onwards, i know that i wanted to do more! So i am looking forward for the next chance of getting on the runway. But i have flaws indeed, which is my figure. I have to work on it strictly.I have met many fabulous models. They have great confidence and i really look up to them very much. Thank you Hui Xian and Emilia for being such a wonderful friend. ( they are both very experienced models)

And thinking about that. I have not been going to the gym for freaking ages. Anyone interested to tag along with me?

I would also like to congratulate Jason( the drummer) for passing his driving license. My parents have been trying hard to force me to get one. And i have been dragging the time. My boyfriend also wanted to get one and asked me when to get it. I am not ready yet! Even though my dad told me that if i pass, he will get me a car, i just do not have the mood to get it.Probably this is one of my personalities. If i dont feel a need to get something, i will never do it.

I cant wait for the first semester to end. And cant wait to finish off my report.

I just chatted with Telvin, one of my good ex school mates. We were both chatting about gym and he mentioned something.

If a guy kept going to the gym, he will be more attached to himself rather than his girl.
I was thinking," IS IT TRUE?!"
But it is sort of like a good thing to me if that is true because i can be able to focus on my workout also. i cant wait to get into a good body shape.

so wish me luck in everything i do!
i will blog more. =)
loves.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Hoyu Professional Hairshow

Anthony Hair Boutique.



This is Emilia. She is a very cool and awesome friend.

My Geisha Look.

The whole runway was a blast. Whole scene was filled with many colours and the crowds were awesome. The costume was quite long and i was quite worry that i will tripped onto the clothes. But when i got onto the runway, everything went smoothly. This is my first runway and i will never forget this wonderful experiences. The models there were very friendly and awesome.
More pictures will be posted for the actual runway. =)


Sunday, July 13, 2008

2 more days to Hoyu Professional Runway.

Seriously, i am having butterflies in my stomach now. I can imagine myself standing behind the scene watch all the crowds settling down and the music starts. Fashion designers, hairstylist and make up artists will be busying around. Problems will start to occur, some people will be screaming at each other because they are so stressed up. Oh, in case you are wondering how come i know so much? I watched quite a number of Fashion Runways on Tv. Well, not on the scene yet. But i will blog about the scenarios i have been through during the runway.

BE CALM AND COOL! I WILL MAKE IT THE BEST.

I have also sent an email to XiaXue to thank her because her blog is so incredible that my life has become so much more better. She is one of the best role models i have came across. And being so supportive, she has sent me an email reply. =)

To the people who has supported me so much all these days:
I will send you guys the pictures once i got them as an act of appreciate from my heart.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Good and Bad Friday.

Today's Module is Webdesigning. We have done a very interesting video with Hui Zhi as the main character. I shall not post the video because she might get crazy again watchin herself.
Sometimes when i am trying to be postive the whole day, the world seems to be against me AGAIN!.

Firstly, my heels strap broke because some freaking guy kicked me and i broke it accidentally. He didnt even apologised. I didnt recognised his face because my boyfriend walk walking towards me. But i know that it is some sort of malay or indian guy. I feel that it is alright because i can be able to use it as slipper.

Secondly, it was a long story. My classmates and i have been to the IT section to borrow the video camera. So we got to check the equipments making sure that everything is there. Well, i THOUGHT that i have checked everything, till when i went back to class and realised that everyone is using the adapter. When i was in class, i thought," since when there is an adapter?"
Finally, in the end when i went to return the equipment, they mentioned that there is no adapter in my bag and believe that i have took it. WTF i took an adapter for? By the way, i have my own SONY video camera and charger MYSELF.
Anyways, the guy mentioned that he will find out whether did they FORGET to put inside the bag. If cannot be found, i have to pay. Alright, if they mentioned that they cant find it because they are so LAZY to search for the room, then i have to pay for nothing. screw them.
But thinking back, i should check properly. =]

After school ended, i went to accompany my boyfriend.I dont dare to tell him about it because i am going to get more upset. But as he is a very smart person, he knew that i am hiding something from him. Yeap. He knew it after i have shared with him.
This situation doesnt matter me anymore. I will just get my parents to pay for me and i have to delay myself from getting an Ipod. This is so frustrating.

He was supposed to meet his FYP team mates, but because he had to pack up the bag for his International Student Club camp, i followed him to go to his house to help him out. I met his bro, a very friendly guy. When we greeted each other, he asked me to make myself at home. I am thankful that my boyfriend has such a warmth-loving family members. After he packed his bag, we went to his grandmother's house and get a heater for his camp. His grandmother is a very cheerful lady and kind-hearted. I can see that she doted on my boyfriend and his bro very much. I could still remember i had dinner with his whole family and relatives on his grandfather's birthday.And definetely enjoyed it. XD

Now my boyfriend is at the school organising his camp and i have texted him. When we were at the MRT station, he mentioned that when he saw me upset, he is stressed up. LOL. I cannot ignore him because i knew that he is stressed enough. And being able to take care of me is also my blessing. After i have texted him , he feel sooo much more better.
Looking forward to see him on Sunday. He is going to have dinner with my family members.
love you baby!

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Day to day

Today is the first day i have started to take care of my skin by not putting make up and applying medication. If my skin have not turn better, i have to turn to polyclinic then.

This afternoon i have betrayed myself. My runway is around the corner and i am still craving for food. During the break out, my boyfriend and i went down to the canteen.

ME: oooo. I got craving for Hazelnut chocalate ice.(turn to him) should i buy?
BF:Yeah, you should buy.
Suddenly i thought of Cheezy Hotdog.

ME: Hmmm..should i get hotdog?
BF: Lady, please be aware that runway is next week.
LOL

WHOPPS. But in the end i still bought bubble tea and hotdog. It tastes like heaven, okie?! It must be tough for those professional models. Alrights, i promise myself that i shall not consume those "junk" food from tomorrow onwards. All the fats have appeared.

I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT.

Before i lose weight, i need to have a plan and restriction.

Food that cannot be consumed: Snacks, sweets, junkfood, fast food.
Exercise at least one hour per day.
Drink a lot of water.
Play drums.
NO supper. =]

Let's see if i can be able to lose weight by the end of the month.
My current weight is 58kg.

wait and seee!

Monday, July 7, 2008

Something interesting

I have just opened an email and found this regarding to my school disciplinary.



Dear Student,

We
have received numerous emails and feedbacks on our student attire from staff and
our neighbouring residents. The table below serves as a guide
On the
appropriate attire for RP students. Please kindly adhere to it. You may have
noticed that disciplinary actions have so far not been taken against you if you
fall under the unacceptable attired dressing category. At RP, we treat student
as young adults and expect self discipline. If there comes to a point where the
disciplinary committee needs to conduct enforcement on attire issue, we will
have no choice but to enforce it. Please treasure the ‘freedom’ you have so far
as we want you too, as much as possible, enjoy your 3 years stay in RP.

I do not really care about the Male's Attire. I shall be more defensive because there will always have good reason to wear such "unacceptable" attire in school. Let's see what i have observed and considered. ( YES / NO)

1. Attire with offensive messages
- I definetely agree with this. Regardless whether you are in work or studies, what's most important is FIRST IMPRESSION. Attire with offensice messages represents that you have no respect for the person.
However, some people who are EMOing need this to use it as a perfect expression.

2. Torn clothing
- This is a YES! Imagine walking to the school, and you realised that "beggars" are around you cooling around and smoking. The torn shirts reminded me of a person accidentally or purposely use cigarettes to damage thier shirt.
But. Probably it is because IP zone has offer or promotions. Some poor kids need this. Be kind.

3. Shorts and Singlet( Except during sports activity )
- This is freaking common! Well, this is a school and of course they feel like home. Hence, decided to wear casual( i mean SUPER casual).

4.Short dresses
- I dont find any offensive to this kind of dressing. I believe that girls who wear short dresses w symbolises they wants to look glamorous and sexy-in-a-good way, which is a great thing. And it is one of the top Fasion sense now!

5. Mini-shorts/Mini-skirts or Dropped waist Jeans, Pants and Bermudas which reveals undergarment
- I dont agree with this. HEY, dont you ever expect GIRLS, us to wear long dresses and pants up to our neck! Thats 70s! And almost 90% of the people wear low-waist jeans ( 10% are IDIOTS). Low-waist jeans is now regarded as CASUAL.
I would like to ask you back a question: if these are not allowed, what will the hiphop dancers be wearing? Ballet dress? =.+

6.Provocative & revealing attire (e.g. exposed midriffs, bare backs, spaghetti straps, cropped or tube top)
- OBJECTION!Singapore is a very hot country. Never expect us to wear clothes like what OLD-Fashion people wear. And there is 100% nothing wrong with it!

7.Piercing rings or studs on the eyebrow, lips and tongue. Not more then 3 piercing on each ear.
- OBJECTION! Alright. This goes to the guys too! Nothing wrong with it. I have a friend who has so many piercings. why? it is because he treat is as his goal setting award. If he got a good grade, he will have a piercing. This is a good example of setting a lifetime goal. SHAME ON YOU PEOPL!

8.Outrageous hair style & Artificially coloured hair (bright colouring)
- OBJECTION!
what about the models who is going to attend HOYU PROFESSIONAL HAIRSHOW! I am speaking up for the models in the school, inclusive of myself. This audition is held in the school, and i sure that the person in charge who allowed this event to be organised is AWARE that students here will be having outrageous and HOT hairstyle and of course very bright coloring being done. Hence, we have the rights to get our hair done!

9. Slippers & Sandals without heel straps
- Well, this is quite okay for me. Probably i wear slipper to school because i only have heels with me. I do not want to hurt my feet though.

10. Caps (except for safety reasons)
THIS IS STUPID! how does wearing a cap offend people?!

Conclusion:

We have received numerous emails and feedbacks on our student attire from
staff and our neighbouring residents


I strong believe that the reasons which emails and feedbacks on the student attire are sent is because.....( note that this are all not true.) i just made it up for the sake of FUN.
Screw you if you want to take me to court.

- The staff's wife/girlfriend is not happy when she came to school with him and realised that he has been drooling when he is teaching those student with "unacceptable" attire. When he come back home, he totally ignore her. Hence one fine day, she came to school and spotted some sexy ladies are talking to him. So she wanted to lodge a complain. LOL

- neighbouring residents are quite sensitive about it. One of a logical reasons is that it is a bad example for the kids. Or probably they have no sense of responsibility and have children who wear something like us. ( SERIOUSLY)

- SUI has too many clothes yet to be sold. Hey! thats a good reason. Probably, i can go check out this shop. Well, if i found unacceptable clothes, like shorts, singlets, etc. They have to close down. Because they are part of the contribution to US. XD

Yesterday was the last day of the workshop. I am shocked that i can be able to memorise 20words in less than 5 mins. Today when i went to class, my classmate tested me. I did it. ( with some mistakes) So..i decided to let me classmate test me everyday at least 2 times. I think they will be probably get sick of it. LOL

This is some of the pictures my boyfriend and i took on our 2nd Month Anniversary. XD( after the workshop)
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Hmm. so what do you see? EYEBAGS! AH!
I have been a bad girl. My boyfriend has been advising me not to put make up everyday and sleep early. I took it for granted and tah duh. This is the result of the photographs. LOL. From now on, i shall only wear make up during special events. Today i didnt wear make up to school, this saves me 30 mins and hence i can be able to get to school on time. I am not late for today's lesson! WEE! Hey, but i realised something (BHB), i look quite good without make up though. People( FAINT)! Alright, that's just my personal comment about myself. Nothing wrong with it.

Okie. be Serious this time.
Hey baby. Thank you for accompanying me on 6th July and had dinner with me at my place. We have made confessions to each other on that day. It has been a wonderful experience and i feel that you are the greatest gift in my life.
you know me well enough. =]

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Eat the Frog.

These two weeks i have not been getting enough rest. I even burn out my weekends and wednesdays for shooting. My mindset is set. After i have attended this "Dare to Succeed" workshop, i feel that i can be able to change my destiny.

Here Are some of the lessons which i have learnt from this workshop. ( Day 1)

1. Focus.
The defination of a mindset is a collection or combination of belief. The combination consist of postive and negative mindset. Thus, by using the Mindset Meter, i can be able to know where i have decided to focus on. I have listed down some of my postive and negative beliefs. And very surprised that my postive belief can be able to overcome the negative ones. This is the same for liabilities and assets. One of the strong reasons why people failed is because they always focus on the bad things.However, if it goes another way round,there will be a great force to pull you into your goals.

2. Eat the Frog.
The speaker mentioned that there is this book, Eat The Frog. Very interesting indeed.
The summary of the book is we must finish what we are supposed to do first, before proceeding to other activities. If not, we cannot be able to catch up the time. We cannot change the time. However, we can be able to manage our tasks. Must always know the priority of the work. In order to create time, make full use of the Sats, Suns and public holidays. Top students dont study hard. They study SMART. It is because they finish thier revision in the first place.
Do not Delay the work anymore!

ONE HOT TIP.
If you have a goal which you are dieing to reach it, Write it down on a paper to put it in our wallet. So that you can be able to remind yourself about your own goal setting and make sure that you are moving on.

Hence, I have gone to bookstore to get quite a number of POST IT notes and wrote some of the stuffs which i am going to work on. XD

Tomorrow will be day 2 of the workshop and i am really looking forward to it. My boyfriend and i really enjoyed this and have make quite anumber of friends too. =]

Tomorrow is 6th July2008, which is our second month anniversary. I am glad that he is always by my side watching me grow into a mature woman( at times) and have tolerated my flaws. We have overcome obstacles and will be holding on. Today he taught me how to make people fall down. And i failed. XD

Oh yeah! I am the youngest in the workshop. COOL. Well, when we got to introduce ourselves to other people, i kind of have a problem because they are all working adults. But the good issue is that most of them are working in IT industry. At least i still got to share with them what i have learnt in my school. LOL.

Hey you know what? i am going to blog my heart out...soon...=]

Friday, July 4, 2008

whooohooo~

IT IS FRIDAY!! The last day of the week is always the best. I will always feel fresh thinking about how i should spend my weekends well.Tomorrow i will be going for a workshop with my boyfriend, which is a good thing. However, i have to wake up early. I suppose so this two weeks i have not been having enough rest. The worse part is i appeared almost late or late for school since my shooting started. I have to kick off this bad habit!

Upcoming holidays, my class will be have a 3 days 2 nights chalet. Location and time is not confirmed yet. This will be very interesting. =]

This whole evening i have been accompanying my boyfriend. So i guess there is nothing much to blog about us. LOL( well, what do you guys still want to know?)

Loves.



Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Close shoot.

This morning i went for film shooting. The title is Noose, yes it is on Channel 5 and it is going to be shown on September ( after the NDP). The scene was a reporter interviewing and getting opinions form the public. Obviously other co-actors and i acted as typical Singaporeans giving out our views.We waited for about two hours when the shoot started but end in about thirty minutes. Real Fast. XD

Right now, i have been getting more enjoying to go to shoots because i can get to know so many interesting people and it is a good chance for me to expand my networking! They are very friendly and well to get along. I got to know two guys, John and David. John is an expert in doing and setting up sound system. He is a real professional and taught me how to soundproof my jamming room in a very creative way. Another guy who i know is David. Before i got to know him better, i taught that he studies Audio Engineering. I was surprised when he told me that he studies Banking and Finance. But he is handling sound system projects! I started to share with him about what i have been doing in my past few years when i started to love and appreciate music. I realized that he has been to set up major events too. He is such a nice guy that when he realized that i am so passionate about getting to know more sound systems, he is willing to let me help out for the upcoming events! of course i will post More updates about this next time!

This year has become the best and the worst. But it is definitely worth it!